April 7, 2007

Tired got home today from our retreat. Well didnt get chance to attend the choir because im so tired already. There are still a lot of works to do. I still have classes on tuesday and i need to do a lot of defense papers. I also had lots of fun yesterday at the retreat. We played moromoro and we won hahahaha it was really fun running nad running. We also played taboo what a fun game you really need to use your mind. I also had a chance to talk to Garret and have a good conversation with him. We talked about what we have learned and what are our plans. Well it was hard to accept that it still not time for us to go back to our relationship. We may look like we are boyfriends and girlfriend s but honestly we are not. Thatsa the hardest thing it hard for me not to show my affection. I was used to it but anyway what can i do thats life. And just what a lot of people say love is not just a feeling it is also a choice. When love is full of emotions and affections it won't last. I hope one day me and garret can go back to each other. Well no one can say when but i believe that God would be the one to return us to each other. What do we know maybe tomorrow its gonna be us again. I still love him and i know that he knows that. I also know that he also love me. Well just sorry that i tried to compromise things for him. But what is done is done. I can only change how to react on the result of what I did. Anyway need to go back to m paper works.